I HAD KILLED SOMEONE.

I HAD KILLED SOMEONE.
Monday,
2255 hours,
room.

I HAD KILLED SOMEONE. That's the title of this blog. What a day. Honestly, I can't have enough fun when I felt like somebody is avoiding me. For what I don't even know. Can I or Can't I get over it? The answer that I am hoping is CAN but, it would be a bit difficult when I am thinking about it every time. I, myself can't even distract my own mind to other things. When it comes to feelings I always gets gloomy and boring I cant enjoy myself! and I killed someone and that is myself. If I cant even enjoy myself I have to killed somebody right? My feelings is just not stable right now and I need medication or maybe people to appreciate me. What I had found the other day was, ' A Woman's HEART CAN'T BE HEALED, UNLESS THE WOMAN ITSELF HELP TO HEAL IT '. For me the things can heal my heart is,

a) something you can't see it but you can feel it
b) something soft bittersweet dark eaten able
c) something that colour full with cream
d) something that universal and express able
e) something that is cold and freezing
or just maybe Myself.

My point is I cant stand on my own feet though I had cried on to your shoulder or climb the highest mountain but I still cant until You are there for me, standing and waiting at the end of the race.

I never been with somebody, so I don't know how to act. But when I see my friends enjoying their Love life, what they said is Good and Relieve because they felt like there is someone who cares about you(me). But for my opinion, isn't that something distract our minds from chasing our dream?? I am a student that wanted to go to United Kingdom so bad and study there and have a happy life and grateful to achieved EXCELLENT ACHIEVEMENTS and I am the want who wanted my parent to be happy when they land at Heathrow Airport and said, ' I'm attending to my daughter's Convocation" that is why I don't care much about it or just don't want to lose everything. Yeah. I got it now , I'm the person who hate Losing Everything what is Mine. If i have something I will take care of it even it is can't be seen. I think I already know whats the answer for my question why I hate to be in Love, I hate it because I hate losing everything and I'm a person who is like to be jealous of almost everything. and I am scared whether can I find one? or just be a single woman till I am OLD! I am scared that once I'm in college I cant find one to trust because I'm like the thinnest glass had ever made. So, in this case I got the answer and I hope when you read it you will understand because I'm unpredictable especially in this particular topic.

To CLOFY,
I hope I'm not disappointing you because you always ask me why about it and I hope this blog made you realize why I have been avoiding it.

THANK YOU.

MUSIC.

MUSIC.
study room.
Monday,0110 hours.

I am trying to exposed myself with music. What I want to precise on it is the type, but MUSIC is to universal. It is too big! So I decided to blog this out about the songs that made me feel good, sad, happy, very happy or even very sad. The songs that made me remember all of the memories I had made. For now I can't list all the songs that express my feelings. But there are few of them.

1. Graduation, Vitamin C- graduation 2009
2. True, Ryan Cabrera - primary 4,5?
3. Songs from WESTLIFE- reminds me of being with Family.
4. Unbreakable, Westlife - goodbye from WMian's.
5. Kenangan Lagenda, Wangsa Melawati's Choir Group - 3rd place
6. Listen to The Rain, evanescence - first time choir [SAMURA]
7. Sayonara , batch 26 - Malam Rasa Sayang
8. Empty Decorations, Minggu Merdeka - Dewan Bestari , Wangsa Melawati
9. Songs from GLEE - first episode till now.
10. Crazy love, Michael Buble - Abdullah's offer.

The first list that I made. Lots more to think, but this is the first. I am in LOVE with Music. My taste more to 90's , 80's. On my opinion, today's music not as Good as old school kick it. Today's more to social style. Video music like more too underage video. Bad influence to me. A good music is a music with good background instrument and nice sound includes nice lyrics, So that people can understand the music. But, who cares now?

THANK YOU.

AMBITIONS.

AMBITIONS.

study room.

Sunday,0020 hours.

my list of ambition>

1. DOCTOR

2. PHARMACIST

3. TEACHER

4. MUSICIAN

5. CHEF

6. TRAVELLER

7. FASHION DESIGNER.

All of the above are my ambitions.

I was once want to be a DOCTOR.But because there are 2 incident made me realize that I can't be one. Pitty me , but still if that's the fact that I need to face. I will faced it. So, it started on a normal Saturday morning. I want to make a lovely tuna sandwich, I took a tomato and started to chop it, suddenly and accidentally I chopped a small cut to my left finger. It was so small but the pain is extreme. I was mad at myself without any reason. Then I went upstairs and talk to my mother that my finger is hurt, she said go and put medicine on it. I asked where would I find one? She said go to your grandmother's house [next to my house]. So, on my way to my grandma's house I started to feel weak and weaker. I also didn't realize what was happening to me. I met my aunt and ask her where did maktok store her 'ubat-ubat' . Then she replied upstairs [by her face she looked at me like she saw a ghost but didn't ask me how was I that time]. So I climb up the stairs, I forced myself because I know that I need that medicine. When I reached in the room, I scream slowly like a crazy girl questioning where's the medicine. A few minutes later I found it and straight to my mother's room. My MOM look at me speechless!! My face was so pale. She asked what happened? I also don't even know what happen to me...I lay down. My face started sweating and drink a hot MILO, then it went fine. Fuuhh..that was a relief.

F.Y.I.> on my way to climb the I can't even see the stairs fully. My left eye was blank with tiny white squares which is the first experience that I had experienced..=).

isnt this a great way to tell my story?

I think it is YES!

NOW I want to be a PHARMACIST . But the problem is I didn't know much about it. I am now trying to find something about it. The first thing was >

1. The School of Pharmacy, London [woohhoooo]

2. King's Colledge , [United Kingdom]

The Second thing>

Pharmacy Department...

There are lots of it!

• 4.1 Community pharmacy
• 4.2 Hospital pharmacy
• 4.3 Clinical pharmacy
• 4.4 Compounding pharmacy
• 4.5 Consultant pharmacy
• 4.6 Internet pharmacy
• 4.7 Veterinary pharmacy
• 4.8 Nuclear pharmacy

• 4.9 Military pharmacy
• 4.10 Pharmacy informatics

and there are more...

To the rest of my ambition..I will try to continue to the next blog.

THANK YOU.

BEEN BUSY.

BEEN BUSY.

study room.

20 November 2010

0007 hours.

Assalamualaikum.

I had been busy all along.could not type my blog always.the bestari room always packed!Its been a year being form 4,and few weeks more I will be a SENIOR..omg!cant believe it. i felt like it was just yesterday i registered to SAMURA and now I'm at home listening to music and type this blog.

FIRST HISTORY.

it was night.not just a night. the last night with my fellow senior.ASPURI was so busy with every body's business and i felt like i was in the market.which not literally.i was suppose to keep the PUTRIMART busy..but that night pakcik did not send any food soooo...me and CLOFY decided to go back to our dorm..suddenly a friend ask both of us which one of you is YASMEEN!hehe then i said ME?she said that ' kak Nina nak jumpa' so OK!i know its about choir.then when i reached to kak nina's dorm she said 'soo awak lah dapat jawatan tu' then it strikes me ..JAWATAN! which i just remember.sloowww mind i got here. i was so amazed and HAPPY!the best part was CERDIK legacy holds the CAPTAIN of Voice Of Soul since batch 26.heehe..then we took some pictures and i went back to my dorm.a few minutes later my senior kak Aisha..[choir member] saw i was holding the book [VOS book] she straight away said CONGRATULATIONS!i was so happy that moment.

THANK YOU SENIOR VOICE for giving me faith in me to conduct VOS batch 28 and 29 !

SECOND HISTORY.

in my dorm. after al-mulk, time for the position of Ketua Dorm and Pen. Ket. Dorm. Scary..at my first thought was , that i was gonna get AJK Kebersihan or AJK Keceriaan. then after my name still have not been say yet..till the last two position KD and PKD ..at that time it was only me and my beloved bed mate CLOFY. then my KD kak ami, hand the position full with protocol

Saya Nur Hidayah binti Tarmizi, Ketua Dorm 2010 menyerahkan kuasa kepada Yasmeen binti Zailan.

I was thrilled to hear the words spreading out form kak ami's mouth.it was like death sentence. then i said it back..>

Saya Yasmeen binti Zailan menerima jawatan Ketua Dorm tahun 2011.

sort of like that.it was fun..

then we shakes hand hugs and kisses and took lots of picture as for good memories..

we were crying because it was really sad,sad to see we need to move on without them guiding as no more.

THIRD HISTORY.

the last day with senior.this one is simple.i packed my bags. wait for my dad to arrive.as he arrived. i put a note under my pet sis pillow, and go down to musolla..shake hands for the last time with KAK LIA.[FIQA ALIA binti DAINURE].i cried..which the symbol of missing her so much...

LAST HISTORY.

excuse me for the Grammar error..not that good in English.the conclusion is i miss my SENIOR. through happiness and sad you guys are my SENIOR and my first SISTER.

I would like to post this out,

GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST for SPM 2010!

make sure you guys can get 0.39!

and I want to see your faces on MAC!

THE END.

Samura's memory.

Samura's memory.
Wednesday, 21 July 2010.
1050 am.
Bilik Bestari 2 [SAMURA].

In bilik best, surfing internet. Nothing unusual. 2 WEEKS more before the next test. Today there will be Sports Day. All of the students will be going back to their own dormitory around 12.15 pm. This blog doesn't meant anything. The only purpose is to update it, because it was such a long time i haven't touch the keyboard for this blog. I missed my family and friends. Hope this Raya i could spend lots of fun with lots of people. Open HOUSE!! definitely. My result for Mid year examination was not okay. But, i tried my best. For this coming test I will try my best again but harder after my busy day settled which i never doubt that it will. Last night was a heartbroken for Sargent house for losing the title champion for English Language Society Week. The winner goes to Bestari house. But what I'm happy about is Sargent got number 2 for choral speaking. But overall its OKAY! thank you2. I think that's all for now. I will try to update it more frequently if I'm not to busy. Bye. Salam.

"DATE" at the MOVIE.

"DATE" at the MOVIE.
Wednesday, 17 March 2010.
1200 hours.
Kuala Lumpur City Centre.

The "DATE" wasn't a real 'date'.I purposely stated that because 'someone' wants it to be published.Abdullah [dolah] and I discuss when and how are we going to make this 'date' a success.First, he invited me atikah and izyan. but, unfortunately atikah and izyan can't make it. So, last morning dolah said her sister is joining us, that makes a PERFECT answer to all of the question. I personally don't want to go out with A guy alone.NO! takut. We thought that we are going to watch REMEBER ME act by Robert Patt,well the reason that both of us wants to watch that movie because theres Robert Patt, but the movie was 18 and above.So dolah bought a ticket showed Valentines Day. So OK la. But it is so UNFAIR that dolah's sister got to watch Remember me. SAD2. The movie starts at 1345 hours, I reached at the cinema around 12, so there like 1 hour and 45 minutes before the movie starts. Dollah and I, walk around in the KLCC like around 4 times. Then,15 minutes before the movie starts, we went to the cinema and bought 2 set of popcorn ,1 each. We saw lots of ex-students around the cinema. After we got in. Sat down and the movie starts. The whole story was so so so so so so so AWESOME. Untill, i looked at my right, dolah's face was like asking a question > bile nak habis?< SO, starting from there the mood was like aiyoo =(.But what the hell, i came and i want to watch!Well , actually that time dolah got to do some business with his family so he is kinda of rush.[sebab tu la muka dia macam tadi.]After the movie ends, i met hariz and Syahir and Atikah. Dolah went back home as soon as he found her sister outside the cinema. Then , theres atikah hariz and syahir plus me. We sat and talk.Well make silly jokes, hariz's job of course. After atikah left, i went back home.
Just now, the story above was a synopsis about what is going on yesterday.
I went back home with a happy feeling after meeting ATIKAH! and the guys.
See you after 2 Months people!.
WAIT ! MAC! majlis anugerah cemerlang.!
OK , see you all THEN!

Is A Smile.

Is A Smile.
Tuesday
2 February 2010
1241 hours

Is A Smile.An act with a sincere heart.A smile can melted every single heart to a person.Whether it is on pain or just happy.A smile can translate a million of language.Even though you came from Africa or Haiti, a single SMILE can light up their faith and trust of keep going on.
The reason this blog is typed because there's a scene behind this fine screen.

I remember,
On the 22 January,
A farewell that I've never had,
All the photos that been shot,
Had showed A Smile,
A smile which i can't forget.

Here are some poems that I wrote specially made for my dear friends.

My friend,
We've been there,
Shoulder to shoulder,
Hand to hand.
Now where we are now,
A distance that we could not,
Bare to imagine how far we are,
BUT the things that made us,
Happy and remember each other,
Is a FRIENDSHIP that keeps,
Building up and keep going on.

Maybe this thought,
Are just thoughts,
But for me is a thought that,
It is specially made for you,
To remember the best part,
Of our life together,
And thank you for the,
SACRIFICES that you've made,
The LOVE and SUPPORT that,
YOU gave.

For those are now in boarding school, stay strong I know it is so hard.Trust me I'm in the same lane as you are.Just remember, for all sacrifices that you've made 30% of it are from your friends.So, when you feel tired and you stumble, I[friends] will always there to carry you. You'll never be alone.For those that are still staying in the same school, don't give up and study like there's no tomorrow ya!
Always LOVE you.

SCHOOL's OPEN (Part 2)

SCHOOL's OPEN (Part 2)
Saturday
23 January 2010
0100 hours.

This is the 3rd week of school.It's nearly to an end of January,and it felt so fast and the heat of going off is building up like fire.For all of the readers surprise,if there's one.I'll be heading off to boarding school at, Sek.Men. Sains Muar.I'll be depart at 2 February 2010.I guess my grandmother is very lucky because I'm the second grandchild,that will be going to boarding school.The first one is Zaryl.Honestly!Boring.I hate to be seperate from family.It feels burdened.Not just family,Friends.That I've been knowing them since Form 1 and till now.Okay, maybe for the first time,feels like boring and tired.But I'm still thinks to the positive ways.I'll list them down.

a) Maybe I'll be thin.weird?
b) get to be more active than now.
c) wear white school uniform.yes,goodbye PREFECTS!
d) new friends such as amanina!
e) be more not to be always rely on parents.
f) concentrate more on difficult subjects.and achieve with flying colours.
g) meeting new seniors,which i think they will have a heavy heart to accept the new students.=(

Do you want to know how it happened?Before PMR starts,there's and application to all students that thinks and interested to go for boarding school.Well, actually I really dont want to apply BUT!, my mom instruct me to apply it because it is good for my future well like going to overseas.That's what I'm thinking every second of every minute of every day when I started to think about boarding school.The future that lies upon me that is so bright,right in front of my eye.So, then I apply it for my mom , family, and my future.After PMR>on 15 January, Mr.So busy body! Hariz Ibrahim aka MHI, haha...so curious of getting to know peoples result for SBP, and he type my Que number, and directly told me that I've been offered to SMS MUAR.On that moment,it felts so heart broken for leaving the school and friends.For the second thought,it is so far away!!

So then,I decided to go.my mom is so happy that her daughter is going SMS MUAR.I know that school is so good.And f.y.i Sheikh Muzzafar once studied there when he was young.So,I dare all of my luck to go there and leave the school behind,start a new BOOK but I'll try not to forget all the bittersweet memories at SMK WANGSA MELAWATI.

Miss you all!
Thank You teachers,which had supported me since the day I entered the school
Thank You my Lovely and Fellow friends for helping me out with lots of challenges and studies.
Thank You school, I'll try my best to give the best name to SMKWM.

SCHOOL's OPEN!

School's Open
Saturday
9 January 2010
2212 hours

What a day.Tired one actually.One week gone,school's open like a blink of my own eye=).School?never doubt i would finally come anyway.First day,happy definitely,fun meeting old friends, seniors, new kids also.Parents came to watch new comers.I'm now a Mid Senior.I'm 16!Oh my gosh.Felt so old and so small.Second day, hurgh even worse all the prefect already start their duty and well i'm apart of it and so boring..i wonder why malaysian are so stubborn, for us to be their guidance?hello!we are not your slave!Third day, classess!yeah...happy=).Well it's not like it was a surprise right?SCIENCE STREAM here i go!On thursday, my friends and i Finally sat on the very best class of the school.4 zuhal.This year time table of course different than last 3 years.There's lots of subjects that are so difficult to pass for an A.Last day of the week.Huuh..tired and well just follow the flow.

This year co-co,ergh hate it..I hate..kenapa la pilih Nadzrin!!Envy.damn it!He is form 4!Why not Zakwan or Amelia!Never mind revenge already set!I'll get you Nadzrin.Just wait.Other than that normal.oh yeah.For muzik and choir, teacher ling jeles!!!!!i want that pengerusi!teacher x bagi coz you said maybe i'll be going for boarding school.that's definitely not fair!!this is always never fair.And i only get for sectional leader?urgh that's just luck i guess.

I think that's for now,and for the first dread full week!
bye.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Friday
1 January 2010
0053 hours

Happy new year!Wah its already 2010!I almost can't believe it.How does it works and how it happen and how the time pass us by so quick!Well for this year my aim is just as normal as being a student, and one more year I'll be a SENIOR.However, I always and must try to do everything in a normal mode.what am i blabering about here?Im now officially 16 year old!ahahha SWEET 16 EVERYBODY!Is it?or it is just words.Ok..in this hour i would like to post this

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MELOOR's PROPERTY!

hehehe....thank you2.
lalallalalalalalalalala...
damn im bored..

my wish for this year.
I wish i'm gonna make my parents proud of me again!
I wish i'm not gonna leave my family and friends for going to boarding school,which im not sure YET!
I wish that i can accomplished every job that is due to me

byebye 2009..HELLO 2010!

3GIGIH YEAR END FAREWELL PARTY.

3GIGIH YEAR END FAREWELL PARTY.
Amir's House.
tuesday.

1 December 2009.

1430 hours.

Well well well, its 1 december already huh?How fast the time and the earth can go?I'm it can go faster even though when we are not doing a thing. Anyway, about the party,Lets here it.For my classmate who are with me since 2007-2009 this is the party that we've been waiting for and it finally sat down quitely on the ground isn't it?Today's party was a blast!Never thought it will happened like this before.Well, i reached at Amir's house the first.flattered.wait for Izyan and the crew to come and set the place.After 20 minits Amir finally welcomed us with an unpleasent news, which is the hall is canceled.Amir told us that the management call him and said could you postponed another day?? Definitely NOT!what?all of us there with the food to grill and the cake to digest and they want us to postponed?How tragic it is? Waiting for some result from discussion with amir and family and with the rest of the crew.The boys?Cant count on it just having their on time.After a quick meeting we finally made our decision to held the party inside Amir's house.huh at a scene right?We settled down and quickly start our ceremony.The cake!yes. Well Shark was the one who are excited so much.Picture? I'll show you!The cake taste very nice and chocolate..haha. Favourite.We only have 10 candle.pitty us right?But who cares.When the candle all lights up, Shark and Hariz competing wth each other to blow up the candle.Playing their soul with kids.So the go on. We cook to.supposedly to grill but takes to much time so we fry the chicken so it'll be quick!We have a lots of chef and helpers such as Atikah, Shark, Syimir, Ameera, and Me.YEAH!The future female best chef's and mother!Hahah. save it for the last.I'll show you later the pictures.When we started cooking it was so hot and smelly.The chicken looks weird but end up pretty good.nyumy2.The party was pretty much like Potluck so some of us bring some food from home.yeah.GAMES?we only played 2 games lucky draw and awards. because theres not enough space.I dont remember about the awards but i know who win most of the award > Hariz.He won 4 awards.Like i care.Then it gets late and we did get enjoy so we pack up all our stuff and head home.Before that! Adib and Farah gave and sell glowing

g sticks and snow spray.Funny though, everyone crazy about it and fighting to get the glowing sticks.I only got 2 red and yellow.Interesting haih?Alright then lets look at the photos.There's not much but still ok!For your information. The last picture on the right side is the owner.So on behalf of the party members I would like to give a warm thank you to Amir for letting us to held the party inside your house.Sorry for the mess. We tried our best to clean it!=)

My Days.

My Days.

Tuesday.

25 November 2009.

1201 hours.

My days.yup that's right what know about it?Hurm how about by starting with daily routines.

Ok.I wake up every morning at 6 o'clock for prayers.Then ready to go to school, doesnt this sentence makes you feel weird GO TO SCHOOL?! its holiday yes youre damn right dont panic you are still normal.But not my life, its horrible thats always there beside me.Go to school for 'sidang redaksi'.But im lucky this time its finally finished.My life basically depends on whats going on the present and the future. The Past? Sometimes i do live by it but theres to much bad memories that i couldnt bare to memorized it again. Eventhough there are some happy ones but it is used just for sad time.You know what!? I saw almost all of my friends photos when they were kids n so cute=).trust me they are.It reminds me when i was a child huh what a blast. I walk jump punch hanging around with cousin act like a tomboy or even singing in the bathroom i wouldnt care.Like so whatever but i know something i wont regret living this life is i almost finally get my feet on the ground. Why? Because when i was a primary student i hate studying and ignore every single thing like i've never went to school, my numbers? pergh dont ask terrible like Hell. When starting secondary student wow. Stress? YEAH! oh yeah more stress than getting fat!. I started enjoying my studies is well this year. The teachers seriosly AWESOME every single day running to class learn new things which it is actually one of the reason, the other reason is competing with hariz and nizar to sit in fornt of the class.funny though but what a Memory. This year teachers just excellent and very good. But to those who are my junior too bad for you guys you cant enjoy much with next year teacher cause many of them moved with different reasons, except theres new teacher. Friends? wah gonna miss you always and i said i try to remember you guys till death. The reason i said try bcause people memories doesnt last too long. Sooner or later i might be going to boarding school. Ergh hate it my mom asked me to! why?? I dont need it or maybe i need it. The reasons i hate going boarding school is because go appart from families. see? I'm sensitive hahaha. well looks like i already type this blog like a lot. So i think i should stop for now. Nice right? Well this is just a quarter. Well goodnight. ;)

Fashion Show.

Fashion Show.

monday,

091109,

2320 hours.

just at school after recess theres a fashion show from Beringin Entertainment.Mainly its about image of a student, wether the students are in the school or outside.They invited 3 vip's 2 of tehm from tv3, another 1 from Istana Budaya.So the fashion was not bad.i tell you the model are damn HOT.but not as hot as my toast.anyway the fashion showed us with lots of styles such as casual or formal.when the formal part the model guy where tux ...ok so SMART.i wonder why,why are the boys in school where such a, as malay said it as "selekeh"..why dont they wear like that when it is asked to and where nice n tidy when they are with their friends...then the way they look doesnt look like a street guy who really need a life!.Back to the story, well haha thats it.to bored to type a blog.

BACK to BASICS.

BACK to BASICS.
tuesday.
201009.
1524 hours.

today is a normal day that i usually live.im going back to the basic that im trying to live a boring and normal day.for example, im back to my duties as a prefect.what a boring day.anyway in some part of it i got the feeling of missing the routine but still boring.my duty for today and for the rest of this month is lock the gate which is near the MRR2 and keep the open hall clean and usher the students to go back to their classes.isnt it so so boring??yeah...tell me about it.anyway.my first class was mathematic.can you believe this??just finished PMR and yet still need to study,[preparation for form 4 next year]ergh again boring.my class and i were so lucky that we have Pn.Adila to teach us maths so its kinda fun.but the point is i lost everything that i'd learned past this 3 years..i said ALMOST!not yet.we learned circle...not bad but okay.then after break shakira and i are heading to the big hall where we are registered for music class.its kinda boring because we didnt do a thing,that teacher is busy with the graduasi thingy so that we just wait until teacher call us.huh...there were 3 students each one of them representative for each form that is form 1,2, and 3.they are going to play the violin this friday for the graduation.4 students play the keyboard and 1 student play the piano.and theres gamelan.the music so nice and beauty.oh yes theres twin sister and a guy [siew] are duet for a song i dont know what title.the song is sad and nice and beautiful and soft..just perfect.it touches me.haha..actually theres nothing special about today that much because theres never is.just want to fill in my time rather than do 'sidang redaksi work' that ive been waiting for safiyah to reply but still didnt get a thing from her yet!ayio...how come??
okay then see ya!

KIDS AND CASH.

Kids and Cash.
SMK Wangsa Melawati.

Thursday.
1045 hours.

It was on thursday,at school.on 10.45 am,all form 3 and form 4 were directed by the teachers to gather at the big hall.when we entered,we asked to put all the tables behind and be ready to start the event.it is from the kids and cash crew.while waiting for the event to start, syimir had recognised one guy from all of the crew..he is our ex-form 6.we had games.one of the games is 'needs'.and my team get so lucky that we won!i called it UNDERWEAR!yeah....it happen when at the end of the last round we had no idea till we say 'need need need we need UNDERWEAR!' the judges were very shock!they say what??!! you guys are getting crazier.then we receive our prizes highlighter...not bad.just colourfull.at the end of the event each one of us get a calculator.the event was so incredibly fun and exciting.
till then.

Penilaian Menengah Rendah.

Penilaian Menengah Rendah. Own room. 1929 hours, tuesday.

PMR over man!how it feel so good.remembering the day before it.the time pass so fast till i cant remember when.for PMR candidates, congratulations!you succed in human getaway.so sit down and relax,enjoy the flow.i think its sound a bit like in an aeroplane.right?so i've just read a book titled ways to live after pmr.actually that book is only available in my dictionary.so no need to search for it like you wanna read it right?so do you wanna know what is my plan starting today?
let see :-

a)watch gossip girl at 10.30-11.30 o'clock.mest see!
b)discuss with my friend whats the plan for sleepover.
c)laugh out loud n just enjoy n help others?okay..
d)open house and sleepover.ooh yeah...
e)sleep late at night.awesome.n just talk with the mirror.
f)go shoopping and watch crazy movies with family and friends.wow.
g)go to baking class?not a bad idea after all.haha.
h)go to taekwando after a month didnt show up for training.huhu.
i)i want to eat till fat..but healthy?i dont think it can work anyway.
j)download all new pictures and songs...
k)compose songs with piano and guitar.
l)pray to GOD a lllloooot, so my friends and i can get good result so we can join science stream.
m)post all and different types of BLOGS.

i think thats for now.i want to eat dinner.
blog with you next time.
lastly pmr candidates,now is the time for you to RAYA!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR dan BATIN.

Penilaian Menengah Rendah.

Penilaian Menengah Rendah.
Family room.
1428 hours.

well as you all know PMR is getting near day by day.man i'm nervous so i can't take a long time to type this blog.i'd study and try to sacrifice a lot of my time with tuisyen,extra classes and school.just want you to know...the exam is on wednesday (7th oct 2009).can you believe that.its after raya!wow....this year is the year of sacrifice every single thing man.what ever it is...i will try my best and study hard work smart...right??haha...anyway please pray for me and all other candidates who is sitting for this exam.thank you!

i will continue type my blog after PMR over.....
i will.

friendsday.

friendsday.
4th June 2009.
11.00 a.m.
Pavilion K.L.

oh yeah,
all of us [atikah, shark, fatin, izyan, farah, syimir] went to pavilion..
kita orang menonton wayang filem Hannah Montana The Movie and Seventeen Again.First movie boleh la juga, ada sedih ada gembira.Second movie funny teramat.Untung best.ngee..

Sebelum tu kita orang pergi jalan-jalan dulu around the area.and we enter
Forever 21.Best cari baju cari gelang n glasses.but unfortunatly the prices are damn expensive.huhu..kami tengok2 jer..
hampeh nak beli.
anyway time second movie farah tak join.dia tak mahu.
time balik kami makan spaghetti.sedap.[jakun much].n sushi!
yeah....

tu je nk cerita sahaja nak update blog.
thank you!

Forever 21.
we are the glasses models.

Childhood days.

Childhood days.
Study room.
1237 hours.

well its RAYA.and it is as usual,the guys went for prayer.the women set for ketupat and stuff.oh i LOVE raya.after you 'tahan nafsu' especially me who love to eat.for one whole month.man its fun
bulan Ramadhan also best.because at the same time i can proceed my diet program which never succeed.haha.but anyway i enjoy it so much.thanks to GOD,i am still stand in this surface of Earth.
the story is about me and my cousin Zaryl.we are veryveryveryveryveryveryvery close since he and me was little.i mean very close.till now.we play with each other making jokes play at my granma's ex-gazebo.and it is still in my memory.and i will never let it get rid of my mind.ok let start.it is on Raya 1997.huh.so when everyone gather around waited for the men to come back home from mosque.me and zaryl go and sneak into the kitchen and well take two or more 'daging rendang'.haha.wat do we care.that time we were still small.and my aunt said tunggu la orang laen dulu.then we run all away around in the house.in this picture* my aunt tell me this situation when zaryl go to the camera stand and ask me to stand there and smile.actually he was like berangan to be a photographer,then i stood there looking small and cute.well im cute.haha.when i look at the photo in the album theres something that i want to describe but cant.because it so spontan.which i never thought that it happened.it is so nice.by the way zaryl act like a real photographer.andnow he has a nikon d60.which i dont know how to use it.but the picture shows that how is it fun to be a children again.how to be silly and cute.right?but now im a PMR candidate.i think the world is chassing us but not the other way around.lastly,i love to be me.

Yasmeen [left] and Zaryl [right]
Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1997.

thank you.

Key note,Music sheets,PIANO

Key note,Music sheets,PIANO
Study room
1625 hours


It started when i was standard 3.At first i thought music is something that it is a part of a life but as years come music is something that I enjoyed most of the time.Actually I want play the piano since then,but my fathers said 'result x bagus nak blaja main piano,selagi x dapat nombor satu x boleh'.so now you get it, have of it actually.my father EN.ZAILAN, he is very concern about his daughters more to the side of education.yes yes what can i say...fatherhood.huh.
anyway back to the topic.
I started the piano class on June 2007.so at first it is so difficult especially when the first part of playing with two hands.haha..then i already used to it.and it is so awesome.and now...my favourite item is no longer handphone but Piano.oh i miss u every second that i look at you.
for me piano is like an ice cream.it is so sweet..so soft and smooth when you hit any key.when you started to play any song it makes you so good and enjoyable.im so addicted with it.if you buy me a grand piano i will say this YOU ARE DAMN AWESOME.thank you GOD!
if you see my reaction towards a piano,you can see my lips smiling to the both of ears.and then started to cry[not literaly].please dont say im crazy.IM NOT!.ok anyway,another step when i look at a PIANO, i will strecthed my fingers as far as i can and started to play with it.and it felt so GOOOOOOD.

well im so bless because im now at a part of a life that i also can say it is BEAUTIFUL.
so thank you.